It has been months since I have last actually been on tumblr. Guaranteed I lost dozens of followers but a few may have remained. In these past few months I’ve obtained a multitude of different jobs, sold my car, Disney anniversary with my girlfriend and other things. I’m not exactly sure what this text post is but in a sense it’s kind of a farewell due to the fact that after all of my waiting I am finally going to be leaving to Great Lakes in three days. I’ve been waiting to leave since august and the day is finally approaching for me to leave for boot camp. The emotions I am feeling because of this range from anxious, happy, nervous and a bit sad because I am leaving all that I know. But mostly I am happy because I am going to be able to see different parts of the world I have yet to see. I’ll be in Great Lakes, then Pensacola, Florida and from there I have a list of places I can go such as Hawaii, Japan, Texas, Washington, stay in Florida or return here to California in San Diego. It is a great opportunity and I cannot wait to see where it is to take me and how much it will help me grow more as a human being. So I’d like to thank all of my friends that have stayed with me through everything you will surely be missed, my family for being on board with this although it took my father some adjusting, and to my girlfriend who is the one that helped me get my head out of my ass. So revoir mes amis.
I really don’t like you. Like borderline hate you. Leave my brother alone.
This post is originally from January 23rd and i’ve accomplished all of those things listed above except for my grades but those no longer apply, I must say I did pretty good on getting this stuff done.
Currently I’m working a 12 hour shift job, making 500 a week. When it comes to terms of money yeah it’s worth, but in the long run? No. I’m sleep deprived. I have no time for anything or anyone. I wake up go to work go home sleep and do it all again. Lately I’ve been stressed out which is leading me to breaking out. I’m shipping in 5 months and I honestly wish it was sooner. I’m tired of working this job like I said no time for anything. The only good things I even get to do now is talk to my girlfriend, and drive, everything else is basically impossible to do. In two weeks I will have payed off my debts. After that I’m working 3more weeks in order to save money for something special and to buy myself new clothes. After that I plan on searching for a new job, something with a lot less hours and I couldn’t care for the pay to be honest I just want to sleep and enjoy the things I used to. I’m always tired and I hate it. But that’s my life as of recently.